Friday 27 March 2015

I Bruise Easily

Hello All,

I'm sure we've all been left bruised at some time or another. I speak in the context of Emotional and Mental bruising and not the physical kind.

Have you noticed that sometimes you bruise yourself ? or you let yourself bruise ?



One tries to keep one's guard up , and stay safe and act proper and then... Out Comes A Strong Element of nature and makes you give in, makes you react, makes you do things you usually wouldn't.

You Stumble, You fall, You give up, You pick up. You Stumble again, You Fall again, You give up again and You pick up one more time. It's like a song that stays on "Repeat". 

You repeat this again and again and again..and you convince yourself that you're doing this because it makes you happy and you do feel happy. You feel happier than ever, even though each step of the latter is in fact, making you weaker and emotionally wrecking you. 

There are those that don't phase easily. Unfortunately or Fortunately, I'm one who does. 

Unfortunately , because it takes a lot of my time , energy, focus and emotions but again I think
Fortunately, because it makes me stronger, teaches me new lessons, give me a wider range of thinking and so I think in the end, All is Fair. 

On that Note :



My skin is like a map
Of where my heart has been
And I can't hide the marks
It's not a negative thing
So I let down my guard
Drop my defences down by my clothes
I'm learning to fall 
With no safety net to cushion the blow

I bruise easily 
So be gentle when you handle me
There's a mark you leave
Like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily
Can't scratch the surface
Without moving me underneath
I bruise easily

Love,
Yours truly










Tuesday 24 March 2015

Aurora Borealis - His Northern Light


Your Aurora Borealis

The wonder of the Aurora Borealis is that it is a completely natural phenomena, nobody owns it, nobody can affect or alter it and nobody can determine the longevity of any given display. Basically, Lady Aurora will hang around for as long as she sees fit.
A display of the Northern Lights can last just a few short minutes or dance across the Arctic sky pretty much all night long. There are few things in life more frustrating than when a faint splash of green appears for a few minutes against a pitch black night sky and then simply disappears without developing into anything you’d recognise as being the Northern Lights. Fortunately, there is the other side of the coin when the Lights produce the sort of show that would have rock concert light show technicians drooling and can last from 10pm until 4 or 5am.
The Aurora will strut her stuff for between 20 minutes and two hours. But, as with anything auroral, it all comes down to Mother Nature; from the vibrancy and intensity of the display to the length of any particular appearance.
Therein lies the beauty and the magic of the Northern Lights, no two occurrences are ever the same and this is surely why our partners up there in the Auroral oval tell us that they never, ever tire of watching them.

Enta Rouhi,
As much as it gives me so much pride and happiness to be even considered symbolic of this majestic and captivating Auroral beauty, I must say that I don't have the attitude and the gusto she encompasses. If only I could emulate her and take over her persona of true natural majesty, I'd have you to myself by now. 
This Auroral Beauty that belongs to you is just the opposite in nature.
This Auroral Beauty would wait around for you day and night and only go away when you go away.
This Auroral Beauty would turn her surroundings upside down and cause serious havoc just to have you to herself even for a while.
This Aurora Borealis dances and struts her stuff only for you. Her colorful beams only shine for you. She is not proud. She simply craves for a minute of your attention so she can show you what she's got, so she can show you all her talents and make you happy. Her world has begun to revolve around you.
This Northern Light comes alive for you and dies down into a insignificant particle in your absence.

Title : Aurora Borealis

I lay in my bed and think about you
I love you so much I don't know what to do
I feel your warmth at my side
The pain in my heart moves to my eyes
So far away yet always so near
You are the reason I am still here.

I await the times when we can talk
I await the times we can finally hold hands and walk
To feel you for real... so close to me
The happiest person in the world is what you would make me.

Your eyes shine like a million suns
You shine more brightly than anyone
Your smile so sweet can't help but make me smile
It stops my world even for a little while
I await the time when my hand is in yours
To hear you say those 3 little words.

There are still no words I can say to describe
My heart it aches and my eyes they cry
But when we talk my heart flies
I know you would always wipe away the tears I cry.

Even though you aren't here
And I miss you so much my dear
I'll love you forever and ever..
Your aurora borealis awaits your return.. 

By : Yours Truly